Lost.
I'm not going into too much details about my life lately, mainly because im just lazy hah.
Things i've done in the past month or so:
1. TEEN SUPREME COMPETITION, THIRD PLACE!
2. GIG @ PEICAI SEC'S PROM NIGHT 2012.
3. LASALLE 3SIXTY CAMP (PERFORMING ARTS!)
PHOTOS FROM LASALLE 3SIXTY CAMP!
Performed in the black box (creative cube?) for our showcase. The theme was travel, hence the car/truck/bicycle tyres lying around. And yes, that red-haired Chick is me, looking professional and all with the guitar when in fact, i didn't even dared to play for the showcase. My baby Liam was passed on to the guys. sighpie my guitar skills are hopeless.
We go to the top of the SIA Theatre (this isn't the top by the way, see the shadows of bars on the top of the photo? Yes, that one.) It wasn't too scary at first, till you come to that sudden point of realization that you're 20m above the ground with no safety belt whatsoever. But it was all good experience.
DEBBY! Loved this girl. She's from Indonesia but studied in Australia earlier on. We got along pretty well but sadly she had to head back to Indonesia before even performing for the showcase.
Some of the awesomest girls around. ;)
MIA, Y U SO CUTE?!
This was our lunch point every day.
The visual art campers did an exhibition as well. I think it had something to do with Alice in Wonderland. Too bad i didn't have time to look around.
" FUNKY CHARLIES' ANGELS!"
" To go, or not to go, that is the question."
I haven't completely lost the thought of perhaps studying there. I'll let my results decide my fate.
I'm glad to have made such amazing friends. They are all really talented individuals, be it in dance, acting or music. I'm really hoping we'd see each other again. Those living abroad, PLEASE DO VISIT SINGAPORE SOON!
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So i have been thinking ..
I will stop making (or at least attempt ) to make any youtube videos for the next few months or so. I'll be honest, I am beginning to hate my voice. I hate just how pitchy i tend to get, the quality of my voice is rather amateurish and I just feel pretty talentless for now. I've also kinda lost that passion, the reason behind why i even sing or act in the first place. It's time i've begin searching for answers instead of forcing myself back into it by joining competitions or gigs.
Why did I even liked performing?
Why bother to join competitions?
Is Lasalle even worth going to?
What if i was never meant to go into the performing arts in the first place?
I have temporarily lost inspiration or passion to pursue anything performing arts-related. But till then, i will still work on myself. My voice, guitar skills, everything. I see no point in crying and not doing anything about it anyway.
This whole life sorting thing i have been facing is eating me alive. I just want to stop feeling useless. I want to prove my self-worth.
Labels: itsMYSTERIA, life
Kimmo, 19.
The visual art campers did an exhibition as well. I think it had something to do with Alice in Wonderland. Too bad i didn't have time to look around.
I'm glad to have made such amazing friends. They are all really talented individuals, be it in dance, acting or music. I'm really hoping we'd see each other again. Those living abroad, PLEASE DO VISIT SINGAPORE SOON!