Useless isn't it, i keep blogging about the same things all over again.

How i want to improve on my performance, especially dancing.

Im trying my best, i really am. 

Frankly speaking i feel like at some point i want to quit performing,

here's the thing, i can't.

I just love music, dance & drama so much.

It's my life. What would i be without it?

But apparently all im doing now is working my ass off just to IMPRESS.

It's no longer all bout expressing yourself, it's all about trying to be the best,

trying to get attention & praise.

When i couldn't do that routine right today,

Yes, i laughed at myself.

But that's because i couldn't stand seeing how pathetic i looked compared to others.

Im just trying to hide the tears you see.

I can & will survive this musical, I believe i can.

I want to be nothing but the best, & I will do whatever it takes to get me there.